To begin with, it doesn't seem exactly like you, but rather like some quiet and conscientious old passive Contemplator of life, not bristling as you are with "points," and vivacity.
"The Letters of William James, Vol. II"
William James
The Contemplator thus 'lost' in the object, it is not the single thing as such that is known, but the Idea, the eternal form, the immediate objectivity of the Will at this stage.
"Schopenhauer"
Thomas Whittaker
Thine age survives the youth of all; and the Final Day shall find thee still the Contemplator of our tombs.
"Zanoni"
Edward Bulwer Lytton